BEDA DAY 4

I. Am. Not. Good. At. This.
I haven't talked to Katie since yesterday morning, so. I don't know what we're talking about AT ALL. Whatever. Valerie talked about viriuses?? I will too??
I had this great desktop computer that I had from '06 or earlier. But I downloaded some program to download movies (the one thing I cannot download and watch are movies, or video in general).
And then my computer got infected and it wouldn't open iTunes or Firefox or ANYTHING.
So I cried for a bit because I was without a computer and it's all very sad.
My mom gave me her laptop because she has an IPHONE and doesn't NEED a computer. Whatever. But yeah, no more downloading videos. I'm bad at it.
Uh my dad? Let me rant on my dad? Or parenting in general?
Like, as a kid, as a child with parents, you think your parents are these great impenetrable forces of amazing that can fix every single problem in the world. Also you think your parents are soul mates. Almost always.
Fast forward fifteen years and my parents suddenly think they can tell their children (ie me) what they don't like about the other parent. They're both my parents, I have a blood obligation to love them. Also parents being fakes? Like my dad is always "I MISS YOU PLEASE COME BACK TO ME WE NEVER TALK ANYMORE" etc.
All of sudden he cares and my mom too. All of a sudden we're the most important thing in the world to them. But we're really not. We're a link to talk to the other parent, a bargaining chip, an unwilling therapist. It's kind of disgusting.
THOUGHT I COULD GET THROUGH BEDA WITHOUT WINING ABOUT MY PARENTS WELL WHAT DO YOU KNOW. DAY FOUR.
(You don't need to comment telling me how much you love me, I already know.<3)

When I woke up: About 5pm.
What I listened to while writing this: THE MOUNTAIN GOATS
Things I have eaten today: A Rice Krispies Treat and half a blueberry muffin
Last song I scrobbled:The Mountain Goats – Deianara Crush