BEDA DAY 10

I'M SO VERY TIRED AND WHEN I FINISH THIS I AM GOING TO SLEEP UNTIL NOON TOMORROW I HOPE.
When I'm having an "all dayer" or a "reset day" or w/e or basically I'm just really tired my day kind of goes like this:
1) really tired and moping about how tired i am
2) running on adrenaline and talking a lot and quite loudly and not thinking about what i'm saying so it's just babble and usually nobody but me can understand it but me
3) that step goes on for quite some time
4) i watch a movie or some relaxing thing in a cold room and i want to go to sleep so very much but i cannot
5) eat
6) be so tired that noised bother you and streetlights do not and suddenly the inside of a car door is very comfortable and my brothers talking about baseball is the most annoying thing in the world and "SHUT UP PLEASE THIS IS ALL YOU EVER TALK ABOUT"
7) get home. get on the internet. be exhausted. do something "important"
8) sleep for a very long time (hopefully)

i'm currently at step seven.

OKAY THINGS I LIKE THERE ARE SO MANY

people
the miracle of human consciousness
the ability to spell
the english language
when i help somebody with a problem in class and they don't really know me but i'm happy to help anyway
when i finally figure out the most difficult math problem in the world
really dirty innuendos
making a really bad joke and then laughing at my own joke
authors
books that i can reread over and over again and the jokes still make me laugh and the thoughtful things still make me thing
when you see a cute boy in public and you awkwardly look at him and then look away
people watching in the mall
trying on dresses that cost more than the whole outfit i'm wearing
hot chocolate when it's cold out
wizard rock
sad music that makes me happy
fluffy animals sitting on my chest
an ice cold soda
things i wear that friends gave me
liking a book that i randomly found
collecting unimportant things and making them important
streetlights
playing video games with my little brothers
new journals and folders and pens
newly painted nails
john's
memes that are dumb but they still make me laugh
people that point out my mistakes but just laugh at them
people complimenting me (cool)
my friends getting somewhere in life
taylor swift songs (GUILTY PLEASURE WHATUP)
daydreaming about the thing i'm doing just with somebody i like
doing things i like with people i like
wizard rock
watching a dumb sappy romantic comedy
reading a dumb sappy fanfic
listening to a dumb sappy song
observing people in the hallways and noticing things about them that nobody else would
youtube covers
songs about long distance friendships/relationships
breakfast food
british actors acting
nerdfighterlike
nerdfighterlike
did i say i like nerdfighterlike? i think it's wonderful
the ingenuity of humans and their capacity to be wonderful and dumb and stupid and creative and copy and self-destructive and self-deprecating and self-involved and so very selfless and self-respectful and funny and cute and ugly and annoying and so VERY cute and smart and sarcastic and WOW I LOVE HUMANS
zefron

Until I pick up my schedule: 2 days (my friend already got her's- damn edline_
When I woke up: two am est ahhhhh
Things I have eaten today: wendy's and coke and chicken parm. and pizza and fries
Last song I scrobbled: Bowl of Oranges - Bright Eyes