tomorrow

i have -thoughts- and i don't feel like unloading them all on one person so i'm just going to put them on the internet!! *choir of yays* etc

so i've been living with my mother since uh july and been at mom's new "house" since she moved in and i haven't gone back to dad's house to spend the night but i went there like twice to get books and clothes and personal things that i really wanted with me ie my guitar. but my dad apparently misses us now too much also his mom is down here on vacation and he probably wants to show that he has some control over our living arrangements so he's like "COME HANG OUT WITH ME SPEND THE NIGHT TOMORROW NIGHT KTHXBAI" and i'm like "ahhhh" and so i guess we are. and he has like a roommate sleeping in my old room so idk about most of my stuff that i want and miss (books and posters and letters) and so i'm worried about my stuff and i'm really worried about the state of the house b/c i don't wanna see it a huge mess which is how i'm sure it looks and i'm worried about the food and the laundry and my clothes and the trash and how my dad is in general and yeah it's just general WORRIMENT but yeah it's my old house and i left it and i have to go back and sleep there and there's no internet or tv service but i'll have my old desktop so i'm gonna try and get a lot of files to this computer aka music and probably word docs okay
LOOK AT ME WORRYING I AM WORRYING SO MUCH AHH WORRY WORRY WORRY

~starr out~