something that i wrote

i wrote this for a guy
duh.
or at least, about him.
and the indents havent been working for me lately
sad panda =(



I just want to let you know
That before You came along,
My dreams were nightmares.

I would wake up all the time,
Frightened to open my eyes
Yet terrified to keep them closed.

Now, my dreams are lovely.
I sleep through the night
And wake up with a smile on my face.

When I dream, you’re always in it
We fall in love instantly
And we’re there for each other.

And even though you’re part of the in-crowd
You sit with my friends
And always keep me close.

I’d like you to know
That before we met
I didn’t want to go to high school.

But now that I know you’ll be there
Everyday for four years
I’m counting down the days.

Now you’re in my mind,
my memory, my hopes and dreams,
my subconscious and my mom’s iPhone.

I just worry
That where we do meet again
You won’t be “that guy.”

That my knight in shining armor
Only wore it that one night
And had it polished.

My only worry is that
You won’t be who I think you are
And it will be all my fault.

My Dream Boy.

its a flesh wound. its only a flesh wound

[ONE] Who last called you?
mom

[TWO] Your relationship status?
single :D

[THREE] Have you ever lost a close friend?
mhm :(

[FOUR] What is your current mood?
sleepy but happy

[FIVE] What's your sister(s) names?
i dont have any sisters

[SIX] Where do you wish you were right now?
someplace snowing with hot chocolate

[SEVEN] Have a crazy side?
its a semi-crazy side

[EIGHT] Ever had a near death experiece?
XD not yet

[NINE] Something you do a lot?
typeeee

[TEN] Angry at anyone?
too sleepy to be angry

[ELEVEN] What's stopping you from going for the person you like?
i havent seen him in two weeks and we have no way to talk to each other

[TWELVE] When was the last time you cried?
i dunno

[THIRTEEN] Is there anyone you would do anything for?
omg yesss

[FOURTEEN] Who do you think about when you are falling asleep?
nobody

[SEVENTEEN] Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
mom..?

[EIGHTEEN] What is your favorite song?
"Bittersweet Symphony" by the Verve + APWBD by The Remus Lupins + Mrs. Nerimon
and just a whole freakin lot

[NINETEEN] What are you doing right now?
this and listening to pottercast

[TWENTY] Who do you trust right now?
some of my friends

[TWENTY-ONE] Where did you get the shirt you are wearing?
USF bulls game<333

[TWENTY-TWO] Have you kissed someone in the past week?
nopes

[TWENTY-THREE] Who is your friend that lives closest to you?
skylar..?

[TWENTY-FOUR] Describe your life in one word?
DFTBA

[TWENTY-FIVE] Who are you thinking of right now?
what the heck did dad just say..?

[TWENTY-SIX] What should you be doing right now?
ive no idea maybe cleaning but today is my LAZY day

[TWENTY-SEVEN] What are you listening to?
pottercast and a electric screwdriver

[TWENTY-NINE] Who was the last person who yelled at you?
dad i think..?

[THIRTY] Do you act differently around the person you like?
im a bit quieter and more openly nerdy

[THIRTY-ONE] What is your natural hair color?
the hair that it is now

[THIRTY-TWO] Who was the last person to make you laugh?
john actually XD

[THIRTY-THREE] Who was the last person to make you sad?
....

[THIRTY-FIVE] Is your hair naturally curly or straight?
like curly/wavy

[THIRTY-SIX] Has anyone ever called you "scrumptious" before?
XD not in front of me...?

[THIRTY-EIGHT] Held hands with the opposite sex in the past 3 days?
mhm

[THIRTY-NINE] Do you use smiley faces on the computer?
yes :D

[FORTY] Have you ever changed clothes inside a car?
all the time!
XD

[FORTY-ONE] Are you happy with life right now?
a little bit i guess

[FORTY-TWO] Are you currently jealous?
uh no

[FORTY-THREE] What jewelery are you currently wearing?
this purple paper wrist band nick gave me<333

[FORTY-FIVE] Have you ever had your heart broken?
not yet

[FORTY-SIX] Have you ever broken someone's heart?
i hope not

[FORTY-SEVEN] Is there anybody you're really disappointed in right now?
no

[FORTY-EIGHT] Who do you love the most right now?
*rolls eyes* uh XD deffinetly john

[FORTY-NINE] How late did you stay up last night and why?
not late AT ALL

[FIFTY] Have you ever dated someone longer than a year?
nope

why i love memes<333

1. Open your iTunes library and set it to Shuffle.
2. Press play
3. Write the title of the song playing next to the first question (that song is your "Opening Credits")
4. Every time you go to a new question hit the next button TWICE
5. Don't lie and try to pretend you're cool. Feel embarrassed like us all.



Opening Credits
Honey Honey from Mamma Mia!
"I heard about you before, and I wanted to learn some. And now I'm about to see, what you mean to me."
<333

Waking Up
Starstrukk by 3OH!3
"L-O-V-E is just another word i never learned to pronounce"

First Day at School
SOS from Mamma Mia!
"so when you're near me darling can't you here me? SOS"

Falling In Love
Here In Your Car by V Dubs
"who will stop the rain? i'm drivin your car"

Losing Virginity
Gotta Be Somebody by Nickelback
"the one we all dream of... but i'll find the real thing, i know it by the feeling"

Fight Song
Your Guardian Angel by Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
"tears rolling down my face"

Breaking Up
I'm Not That Girl from Wicked
"sudden silence, sudden heat. hearts leap in a giddy world, he could be that boy, but im not that girl"

Prom
Rock Me In by Britney Spears
uh, thanks mom

Mental Breakdown
Track 03
ive no idea what this song is >_<

Driving
Endless Dream by Hiroshi Kitadani
its all in Japanese. but i really do love season 5 of GX
:D

Flashback
Life Support from RENT
"because reason says i shouldve died, three years ago. forget regret, or life is yours to miss. NO DAY BUT TODAY"

Getting Back Together
Take A Chance On Me from Mamma Mia!
"if youre all alone when they pretty birds have flown, honey im still free, take a chance on me"
<3333

Wedding
1234 by Fiest
"sleepless, long night. that was what my youth was for."

Birth of Child
Now That You Got It by Gwen Stefani
"now that you got it what are you gonna do about it?"
such a wonderful mother....

Final Battle
Bad Day by Daniel Powter
ahaha
(not a song quote) "american idol killed that song" 'ohmigod melissa my mom said the same thing the other day.' "thats right everybody, im andrew mother" *gasps*
XD
good times

Death Scene
The Tale of Sweeney Todd from uh Sweeney Todd
i hummed this one time before i got my hair cut, i was too scared to go inside
XD
"sweeney heard music nobody heard...quick and quiet and clean he was...sweeney would blink and rats would scuttle"

Funeral Song
Ocean Avenue by YellowCard
YESSS
"we were both sixteen and it felt to right, sleeping all day- staying up all night"

End Credits
Bravest Man I Ever Knew by Ministry of Magic
im glad SOME wrock could get it :D
"albus severus, you were named for two headmasters of hogwarts. one of them was a slytherin, and he was probably the bravest man i ever knew"
"TAKE IT TAKE IT"
<333
MEME OUT! :D

I'm a Butterfly.

OMG OMG OMG!

Olive, Dyami, Nina and I saw the Hannah Montana movie tonight!

It was amazing!

CAUTION! IF YOU HAVENT SEEN THE MOVIE YET AND PLAN TO, STOP READING!

and don't say i didnt warn you. because i just did.

Ok so, non plot related kind of, this like kid walked all the way up (we were in the last row) and he sits RIGHT IN FRONT of Nina. So were like =O heeeeeey. And Nina is like DIBS! So we have like a total giggle fit and he walks back down. Nina was so mad. And then this guy below us was yelling at us. "Hey, shut up! We're trying to watch the movie!" And he was like twenty-six.

And then when Miley is like "I can't do this. You guys are family" Obviously we all knew what was going to happen so everybodys like "TAKE IT OFF!" And "O-M-F-G MILEY DONT!" And then theres this little girl and shes like "Hannah I love you!"

So we're all lmaoing and this like 36-year-old lady is like 

"Excuse me, there are little children trying to enjoy this movie"

a-she was louder than us

b- it was mostly from the front couple of rows

c-she didnt have any kids with her

and 

d-theres was like a 10yrold boy and his 9yrold sister.

That was it. So were like STFU! 

And I was like

OMG THIS IS SO SAD IM GONNA CRY! EMOTIONAL MOMENT!

And everybody else is laughing. And im like >_<

And then when Miley takes the wig off, Nina, Dyami and I start loudly clapping.

Then we stopped,

nobody else was clapping.

You know how What the Buck said it was him and like all 10yrold girls?

If that was our theatre I totally wouldve been able to sing along.

Cause I knew a lot of songs.

I seriously love Hannah Montana.

And I need to get caught up in the new season.

<333333>

Life is a climb.

But the view is beautiful.

Tonight

Seriously, theres a new YouTube.

Wow, its barely changed.

Everybody thought,

OH DAMN! OH NOES, YOUTUBES DIEING!!!11!

Not so much. 

The new HBP trailer came out. 

I was very happy.

"I have, to do this."

<333

And we worked on our ePEP in school today. Which pretty much just freaks out kids even more about high school. And maybe even makes kids come the two days they do it. Because if they DON'T do the ePEP, they cant leave middle school.

Sucks. IKR?

I started my novel today.

The thing about me and writing, is I start with one plotline, and then a bajillion better ones come up. And I'm like, subplots?

Subplots hurt my brain.

In other peoples work alone.

Olive and I were going to go see 17 Again. And then shes like maybe the Hannah Montana movie? And then we pick 17 Again. And shes like "oh junk my other friends and I are gonna go see that saturday" and i'm like "ok then hannah montana movie".

Like I don't care.

Then:

Olive: can a boy come?

me: (in head) just make your own plans why dont you?! (outloud) who?

olive: Eric (thats her friend and they dated for all of a two days then she dumped him for Chopsticks [GONG!] who then in turn cheated on her)

And I don't even know if I can go, cause dads been all the fence all week about letting me go.

Just what I need.

And then my ex was talking to one of my friends and was like "oh yeah, we dated and went to the movies and out to eat" and im like "what the hell is he talking about?! our relationship never left school or myspace"

So guys they get over protective and then fake all your dates when you break up with them.

And that just sucks.

:D

PS: Day of Silence tomorrow. Cool! (:

The thing about sleepovers...

So, the serious thing about sleepovers.

They are good for like, what? Two days straight.

Because, people cannot take hanging out with other people night and day night and day.

They get crabby. Espically when they're not used to having people over.

And they have super strict parents. 

And you're parents are just fine knowing that you're alive.

Like seriously, you can only screw with your friends for awhile before they, and you, get totally pissed with each other.

And act more like sisters than best friends.

Which is never a good thing. 

Because friends are nice to each other because they like each other.

Sisters, you just try not to tear their hair out.

At least, thats what I've heard.

Only like two of my friends have little sisters.

So, if you're going to have a semi-week long sleep over with a friend, make sure to schedule some time where like you do one thing and the other she does her own thing.

And make sure its something that you like doing, by yourself.

So your other friend doesnt want to do it with you.

I may sound harsh, but its OK to not have your friend next to you like a conjoined twin.

(:

BEDA

Yay!

I have a blog.  Finally. So the only real reason I started this was for Blog Every Day in April!

I really don't know what you talk about in a blog.

So uh yeah.

Maybe an introduction?

OK well uh hi. I'm Maddie. I live in Florida. I enjoy drinking coke and eating french fries. I spend way too much time hanging out online.

Follow me on twitter: www.twitter.com/maddieeeeee

Also, I'm a total nerdfighter. I enjoy watching old anime. (ie Sailor Moon, Pokemon, Yu-Gi-Oh!)

I also enjoy the reading of the books. Everything from Harry Potter, to Cirque Du Freak, to Shugo Chara! to Paper Towns.

I will be going into the IB program next year.

I currently take Geometry.

I enjoy roleplaying, musicals, singing, fanfiction, fanart.

I'm not super exciting, but I have tons of friends.

Who are all almost equally insane as me.

So yeah, spring break started today. 

Damn straight I'm excited!

DFTBA!