something that i wrote

i wrote this for a guy
duh.
or at least, about him.
and the indents havent been working for me lately
sad panda =(



I just want to let you know
That before You came along,
My dreams were nightmares.

I would wake up all the time,
Frightened to open my eyes
Yet terrified to keep them closed.

Now, my dreams are lovely.
I sleep through the night
And wake up with a smile on my face.

When I dream, you’re always in it
We fall in love instantly
And we’re there for each other.

And even though you’re part of the in-crowd
You sit with my friends
And always keep me close.

I’d like you to know
That before we met
I didn’t want to go to high school.

But now that I know you’ll be there
Everyday for four years
I’m counting down the days.

Now you’re in my mind,
my memory, my hopes and dreams,
my subconscious and my mom’s iPhone.

I just worry
That where we do meet again
You won’t be “that guy.”

That my knight in shining armor
Only wore it that one night
And had it polished.

My only worry is that
You won’t be who I think you are
And it will be all my fault.

My Dream Boy.

its a flesh wound. its only a flesh wound

[ONE] Who last called you?
mom

[TWO] Your relationship status?
single :D

[THREE] Have you ever lost a close friend?
mhm :(

[FOUR] What is your current mood?
sleepy but happy

[FIVE] What's your sister(s) names?
i dont have any sisters

[SIX] Where do you wish you were right now?
someplace snowing with hot chocolate

[SEVEN] Have a crazy side?
its a semi-crazy side

[EIGHT] Ever had a near death experiece?
XD not yet

[NINE] Something you do a lot?
typeeee

[TEN] Angry at anyone?
too sleepy to be angry

[ELEVEN] What's stopping you from going for the person you like?
i havent seen him in two weeks and we have no way to talk to each other

[TWELVE] When was the last time you cried?
i dunno

[THIRTEEN] Is there anyone you would do anything for?
omg yesss

[FOURTEEN] Who do you think about when you are falling asleep?
nobody

[SEVENTEEN] Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
mom..?

[EIGHTEEN] What is your favorite song?
"Bittersweet Symphony" by the Verve + APWBD by The Remus Lupins + Mrs. Nerimon
and just a whole freakin lot

[NINETEEN] What are you doing right now?
this and listening to pottercast

[TWENTY] Who do you trust right now?
some of my friends

[TWENTY-ONE] Where did you get the shirt you are wearing?
USF bulls game<333

[TWENTY-TWO] Have you kissed someone in the past week?
nopes

[TWENTY-THREE] Who is your friend that lives closest to you?
skylar..?

[TWENTY-FOUR] Describe your life in one word?
DFTBA

[TWENTY-FIVE] Who are you thinking of right now?
what the heck did dad just say..?

[TWENTY-SIX] What should you be doing right now?
ive no idea maybe cleaning but today is my LAZY day

[TWENTY-SEVEN] What are you listening to?
pottercast and a electric screwdriver

[TWENTY-NINE] Who was the last person who yelled at you?
dad i think..?

[THIRTY] Do you act differently around the person you like?
im a bit quieter and more openly nerdy

[THIRTY-ONE] What is your natural hair color?
the hair that it is now

[THIRTY-TWO] Who was the last person to make you laugh?
john actually XD

[THIRTY-THREE] Who was the last person to make you sad?
....

[THIRTY-FIVE] Is your hair naturally curly or straight?
like curly/wavy

[THIRTY-SIX] Has anyone ever called you "scrumptious" before?
XD not in front of me...?

[THIRTY-EIGHT] Held hands with the opposite sex in the past 3 days?
mhm

[THIRTY-NINE] Do you use smiley faces on the computer?
yes :D

[FORTY] Have you ever changed clothes inside a car?
all the time!
XD

[FORTY-ONE] Are you happy with life right now?
a little bit i guess

[FORTY-TWO] Are you currently jealous?
uh no

[FORTY-THREE] What jewelery are you currently wearing?
this purple paper wrist band nick gave me<333

[FORTY-FIVE] Have you ever had your heart broken?
not yet

[FORTY-SIX] Have you ever broken someone's heart?
i hope not

[FORTY-SEVEN] Is there anybody you're really disappointed in right now?
no

[FORTY-EIGHT] Who do you love the most right now?
*rolls eyes* uh XD deffinetly john

[FORTY-NINE] How late did you stay up last night and why?
not late AT ALL

[FIFTY] Have you ever dated someone longer than a year?
nope